Monday, January 23, 2006

Moving

So... my mom told me about a month ago that she is moving across the state to the city my sister lives in with her four daughters, three cats, and her husband. This has been something of a conundrum for me. I have been dating someone for over a year now and love him to pieces... but when my mom told me that she was moving across the state it made me want to move to the same city and start a new life there. I know that my lovey can not move with me so I would only be able to move without him... and yet I still have the desire to pack up and start a new life in practically a new world. I lived pretty much in and around my home town the majority of my life and have friends here that have been a part of my life for as long as I can remember... is it weird that I am willing to pack up and move to where I only have my sis and her family and my mom and want to start a new life? So I would be at square one again making new friends and finding a new job and getting plugged into a church and involved in ministry. It is very tempting and somewhere deep inside of me I sometimes wish that I didn't have anything tying me to stay where I am... I wish that I could start over and be in a new place, and develop my friendship with my sister. It is definately something I need to pray about and will continue to trust that God is going to show me His will for my life clearer.

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